moody exams.

well, as had been said, this whole month is an exam month. though i've just got back from Thailand, i have been forcing myself to study and concentrate on this exam. this is the first for me in a university, after all. so i had my first paper yesterday. computational mathematics. this subject had been one of the two killer subjects in my course (or so my coursemates say), because it was a really tough job to gain descent 60percent carry mark from them. everyone getting low marks for their tests and their tutorials, especiall for mathcomp, since everything about mathcomp is memorizing all the commands as we were told. no mistakes or empty spaces are allowed to be made. sometimes it got me back to my biology days. all the fact-cracking days. haha. and now i'm writing nonsense.

let me ask you one thing. is it hard to confess?

i have one story. since i've been back from thai, there are some persons who have been acting strangely wierd when they're around me. and i've been having some doubts and speculations. and my friend had been adding things to it, like 'he likes you', 'but he's shy' blah.. blah.. blah.. presonally, i do not believe in those nonsense. i do believe that if a guy is interested in some girl, he himself would come clean and confess. not just showing some uncertain signs. not to leave the girl guessing like mad. i hate that.

well. this is a short one from me. too tired. need to study. still want to tell you about Thailand. but too tired to type. but i will. soon. after this final of mine. to determine what i would do in the second semester. what i would take up and what i would ditch for my own good. see ya!

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