today, for the first time ever in my life, i went out on the road in the middle of the night. i went to my faculty at 12.00am just to send an assignment!
well, my lecturer's instruction was to submit the statistics assignment before 8am of 10th september 2008. i knew myself well enough. not a chance that i'll ever be in the faculty, let alone near his office, anytime before 8am.
lately, i've been hanging out at the library and campus a lot. my room feels like a hotel nowadays, a place just for me to have a place to keep my stuffs and for me to sleep at night. so, as any other day, i was at the library, trying to proof my lecturer's assignment. i was estimating that i can complete the assignment and directly submit it to my lecturer's office before 11pm. however, it was after 11pm that i finally got the idea on how to solve the problem. but i'm not giving up, not just yet. i completed the assignment as complete as i could and i was done by 12am. i was scared to go to the faculty on my own, i was scared to leave my things (especially my laptop) at the library. luckily i was with a friend. he was the one who encouraged me to send in the assignment, no matter what. so, i cycled fast, straight to the faculty. to ease my fear, i sang silly songs along the way. loudly. it worked, big time. but, as i entered FST's foyer, suddenly i saw figures of men. my imperfect singing came to an abrupt stop. there was a number of guys (and it's a lot) who were surfing the net in the faculty. and i was the only girl present there. it was embarrassing!
fear came back to me, and i half-ran to my lecturer's office to leave the paper and quickly cycled back to the library. i was the first to send the assignment, period. and that had never been made by me before.
and, what do you know? i slept, woke up at 7.45am, and need to go to a 8.00am class.
in the end, i arrived to the tutorial class past 8.30am. so much for being able to stay up at night. haihh.
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