as i fall

i'm falling hard. real hard. a huge disappointment. no other word could describe this.
my worst semester ever. i didn't even pass the 3-point mark. i got my first c-. bummer.
my cgpa is bad. in my opinion.
told you 2009 is my bad year.


i'm so going to hate english language after this. because no matter what i do to impress those lecturers, they still don't think my command in english is good enough for my level. maybe it would be better if i don't use the language anymore. maybe then they'll find me worthy to get an A in an english subject. if only she would give me an A- for public speaking (to the very least), i would've pass the 3.00 mark already. and i wouldn't be feeling like a total loser as i am now.

let's look to the brighter side now. at least i didn't fail any of the subject, even when i hate three math subjects (seriously!) during the previous semester. at least i won't have to repeat those subjects and make my head sore all over like i did before. at least i can move on with my life without feeling regret of taking up those subjects.

okay, i'm heading back to umt tomorrow. new semester begins the day after tomorrow. time to leave the past aside and start fresh. see you!