home.

this place is not helping me.
this place is hurting me.
this place is making my head go insane.
this place is stressing me out.
this place is making me nauseated.
i just want to go home.

people here are expecting more than i could ever expect of.
people here are hoping for something even i would have never hoped for.
people here wishes for the impossible.
people here are far from what i had thought of before setting foot here.
people here want every piece of me, should i even let them?
i wish i just could come home.

i am hurting too much feelings.
i am not comfortable to even be myself.
i am sick of pretending.
i am tired to hide my feelings.
i want to be home.

all i really want is for someone to be here for me.
which i don't think i would ever find for the time being.
other than in my own home.

i want my home so bad.

T.T