the space i need.

i've been home of almost a week now.
most of the time i just slept. and watched tv. and being online. and eat, cleaning up the mess my sisters were making in the house.
rejuvenating from all the stress i've been having in terengganu.
not having the time yet to indulge myself.
since all my sisters are at school.
and my dad's out working.

i've been away from terengganu for almost a week as well.
being the first one from the crowd to leave early is no fun. at all. trust me.
i get bored without these people easily.
after being in the environment for so long, abruptly leaving is truly awkward.
like something was missing inside of me.
unfortunately, i still have no clue what that is.

but, as i said before, being in hiatus may be a good thing, after all.
no more buggers.
no more problems.
just me. and my family. and the full support i need now.
maybe i just need to re-adapt and change.
so that i don't miss them (i.e, my friends) that much.
i do love being home. don't get me wrong, please.

me and terengganu just don't match, actually.
but the environment was interesting.
maybe that's why i'm being so reluctant to leave.
maybe. i guess so.

:)