double posting!
a lot have happened.
i felt that i had no one to talk to.
since everybody has been drifting away.
and i no longer have the right to disturb them.
they have their own lives, then why would they meddle in mine, kan?
so i kept all of it to myself.
tapi kadang kadang tak elok.
because i'll eventually burst.
like today.
i've just started to feel happy again.
but then melancholy struck me.
and yes, that was the time that i felt really alone.
kosong sangat.
and finally, i burst in the car.
in front of my dad.
sumpah ini jarang berlaku.
but it happened.
and i can't stop.
the tears just kept on flowing.
i guess this year has given me too much to handle.
and i don't have that much strength to face it.
so i just cried.
but the cry is good.
it made me let go.
and look forward for the next day.
the next day which is hoped to be better.
insyaAllah.
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