driving test.

this is definitely one of the worst days of my whole 19 years of life, period.

last night, my flight was delayed from 9.20pm to 10.25pm. so much for buying rm133 worth of airasia ticket. arrived at lcct at 11.25pm. arrived at kl central al 12.15pm. putra lrt terminal was already closed. and my dad is out of town for work, so i had to wait for my mum to pick me up. arrived home at 1.30am.

woke up at 7.00am. get dressed as best as i could as today is a big day. my driving test. my effort all this while will be tested today. arrived at imkeda au3 at 8.00am. started to get nervous. then a few minutes after my mum left, she called. "where did you put the house keys?", she asked. and i patted my jeans. it's in my pocket. that's where i guess i started to freak out, sort of. i ran out to give my mum the house keys. when i was back at the meeting point, the van is already leaving. thankfully, i told one of them to tell the driver to wait for me.

8.30am, we arrived at the test area in cheras. we were so late that we hadn't had the chance to listen to the briefing. we just registered and waited at the car. as soon as we get to the car, the test had already started. my turn is the 10th. i failed at the man-made hill. i skidded backwards a bit and the tester just failed me. just like that. in like, one minute. and it's all over. no chance for me to do the parking and three-point-turn. i was having road-freight, as i put it to my mum after i was home.

then, after getting the rejected form of mine, i went for the on-the-road test. at first, i was really good. the problem just starts when i was in the highway. i just stuck to gears one and two. i stopped at a traffic light to turn right. of course i should be real slow, right? then, when i realized that i was on a lane which was wrong to my opinion, i tried to switch lanes. that only happened when i feel really safe to do so. but then suddenly, a proton waja honked at my car. minutes afterwards, the tester told me to stop and switch seats. i failed this one too.

therefore, this is all i can tell you. i'm not in a story-telling mood right now. i am totally depressed. i wanted this to be a success so badly that i failed.

i'm sorry, but i might not be replying to your calls and your messages for the time being. blame it to my mood swings. i'm too disappointed in myself to be talking to anyone. i'll be back in terengganu tomorrow evening.