back to what was worth.

hey.
another reminder came for me to get myself back in terengganu.
thank you for that. hehe.
though i don't think i'm ready enough to go back. not just yet.
but don't worry. i will be back eventually. when the time comes.
it just a bit hard for me, thinking that i'm going to be leaving my most comfort zone in just a matter of days.
and going back there, a place of joy and tears, had me thinking. a lot.
i kept thinking, "what if i didn't sign up for this volunteering stint? will i be happily settled at home?"
no. i don't think so.
i still have the source of my happiness there.
although my source of distress would also be there. i think i'll manage. i sure hope so.

well, just a few days to go.
a few days to enjoy myself at home.
a few days to think about what should be brought back (definitely not clothes, i can assure you that.).
a few days to think about plans. you name it, escape plans, party plans, hangout plans. what not should be planned?
a few days. the clock's ticking.

okay. this broadband is seriously moving slower than ever.
oh i give up.
dozing off.
okay. bye. love you.

xoxo, bell.

monolog untuk kamu: i'm thinking of spending the evening at the beach, with everyone that's left in campus, sometime next week. for one last time. or maybe two. hehe. before leaving for real. that's going to be one of the things i'm going to miss the most. what say you?