we are special.

yes. i do think so. look around.
you don't get to see your clone walking near you (unless you were born as identical twins, of course.)
we see different looks, different attitudes, different prespectives, different cultures.
everythings seems to be different.
none familiar to one another.

talking about attitudes:
why are people killing each other?
why are there suicide each day?
i have no answer to that.
and neither do you.
only they know why they are doing that to themselves.

talking about being suicidal:
most suicides i've read in the news nowadays are due to love.
in particular, because of breakups.
boyfriends leaving girlfriends.
girlfriends leaving boyfriends.
because of love.

but tell you what,
a couple is, by nature, strangers.
they have no blood relations whatsoever.
only emotionally related.
that, if it is really true or just you being blinded by your heart.
so i'll ask again, is it really worth it for you to die just because of these strangers that left you?
and if you die, won't there be people who is going to be really say for your stupid actions?
don't you love your family better?
don't you love yourself better?
don't you love God better?

if you disagree with me and you fell the crucial need for you to die soon enough, then be my guest.
even people with fatal disease would wish they hadn't got them.
so why should you pray to die when it's not your time?

you might say i've never really been in this situation, so where's my right to say this all, right?
sure, i don't have the right.
but i care about people surrounding me and it makes me nervous that my circle is talking about this subject. it makes me worry.

love is complicated
love is subjective

love can be bliss
love can be destructive

it all depends on you. choose when you think it's best for you.

one breakup does not mean the end of your world.
it just means that it is time for you to find a better guy.
the limelight should be on you, not on your significant other.
love God, love you, love the people who love you.

i leave the math for you to solve.
see you.

but of course. i'm nobody to judge people's actions.
i'm just a normal human being.
xoxo, bell.
:)